hmmm…..
When I was in seminary, we spent a lot of time studying Systematic Theology. It was very cerebral and worked great for left brain types who loved to analyze everything. You know the type: they are rational, planned and structured. They prefer established, defined information and problem solve by logically and sequentially looking at parts of things. God works for them that way, too.
But God doesn’t work that way for me. I am more what you might call an accidental theologian. My right brain sees God as intuitive, fluid and spontaneous.
I have a really hard time putting God in a stiff, structured, analytical system. Needless to say, my grades weren’t all that terrific in Systematic Theology.
It does make me a pretty good pastor, though. Because to me, we will never understand why God does the things God does. The questions will always be there. Let’s face it; God is just a whole lot smarter than we are. Sitting with someone who is struggling with their faith is a holy moment and the pain a person feels cannot be explained away.
So I don’t try. And it seems to work fairly well. We are not going to get all the answers this side of heaven. But letting go of the need to understand explains everything. Now, I do respect those who need to explain things. I am sure God loves them, too. But at the end of the day, for all the analysis, we still don’t have a whole lot of answers about why things work out the way they do. But it’s probably not by accident.
hmmm…..